Day 26- 30 for 30 {National Poetry Month}

Day 26

Why don't you want to love me anymore?
Why don't you want me around?
Why don't you want me anymore?

Maybe it was

A Passing fantasy
Maybe it was
Because this is forbidden
Maybe it was 

Cleverly disguised as something more than this was or
Maybe it was

Definitely not going to work
Maybe it was
Enough
Maybe it was
Fear
Maybe it was
Getting too serious
Hopeful
Inevitable
Justifiable
Kind of amazing in a subtle way
Maybe it was
LOVE…which was
Making you mindful of
NOT being an ass
Or careless with my feelings. 
Personally, I think
Quietly you wanted to love me
Reasons being that I truly
Showed you what genuine love is
Trusted you with my heart and
Ultimately with my soul and
Venerated your presence because you captivated my spirit...so
Why don’t you love me anymore? Why don’t you want me around?
Maybe it was an
X-cercise is futility
Yearning for something that would never be
Zero sum game, the biggest looser being me.