christmastime

yall know how happy this makes me! 

I love Christmas music 

and 

when this station play it nonstop 

until 12/26 

it makes my heart sing. 

of course, 

I try to sing with it as well, 

but you know

Have a merry merry happy happy 

that's all...

Conversations... on Men aint shit

Back story:

Reading a q & A from an author we both follow and admire. 
Basically a woman writes in saying she is a fiance of a 7 yr relationship + is currently pregnant and taking care of him as he has cancer. Finds out he has a million dollar insurance policy and she is not listed (as they are not married- his mom and brother are). Add to this he is living in her place and she is stressed financially, emotionally and physically and he asked and she listed him on her insurance policy as she wanted the best for him. She is UPSET and wondering if she has the right (i mean she is baby momma + fiance and he is not looking out for spawns future and because she does not have the title of wife tho is doing wifey things he feels justified and she thinks he should be a decent human being considering she thought they were building a future together.)
SO me & my girls convo is OFF THE CHAIN cause as Aretha says (R.I.P.) Ain't no way...
I mean what say you?

Lyrics~Stand By Me-Ben E. King

https://youtu.be/BTCfQ6Bb8QE

I happen to be headed to bed this evening and this song is in my head. 

It is in my head to the point that I have to watch the you tube video with lyrics and sing it.

 I feel I have to state this gave me a moment of happiness

 as it made me think of the brother 

and possibly him playing this song on the guitar 

and this is why it is in my head.

 I don't know. 

I do know I am missing the little bro. 

that's all...