Coffee thought...

Nearly there

Nearly here.

In re- reading messages sent and received

I can see how my heart took a left turn at Albuquerque

And ended up here.

Now how do I escape?

I am not very fond of Albuquerque

tho I haven't spent much time here

it is very scary

it is very uncomfortable

is it very necessary?

sigh...

nearly here

nearly there

Coffee thought...

Preparing for the annual

 'Very Bean Thanksgiving Feast'

and let me tell you what a time this will be.

Considering these factors:

Bro #2 and his woman will be contributing the asparagus and cranberry sauce.

Bro #1 and his woman (yes he has a live in girlfriend) will be baking the turkey and contributing some unknown other accompaniment.

Jewels will be there cooking away-

she was asked by the boys to make ham again

and bringing my lovely Juniors cheesecake.

I will be making the sweet potatoes,

cornbread stuffing

and veggies

and gran mariner carrot cake.

 I think there will be 2 turkey's

and a roast beef as well...

plus loads of little hours'd erves.

 And drinks.

 Lots to drink.

Cause I will need to be drinked to make this work.

I am also inviting to the home to a few strays

 (bro #3 & random one).

 Should be very interesting to say the least... 

Luck be upon us

 (and good cooking juju as well)

that's all...

It is

Not a good night when your best friend tries to kill you by strangulation in your dream while you are talking about your attraction to someone.
When you have to wake yourself up screaming because you can't breathe there is definitely a problem.
that's all...

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Bullshit

Apparently I have been dealing with a lot of bullshit lately. 

More than the everyday normal amount  of bullshit that we all tend to deal with. 

I can truly say that I am sick of the bullshit. 

that's all...

(Pic courtesy of a great reluctant poet)

coffee thought...horoscope

Love, affection, and romance seem to be all around you. Strong unity with close friends, family members, and your romantic partner may well up throughout the day. You can also expect a rush of imagination and artistic inspiration, perhaps generated by the support of those around you. Any relationships formed now will last a long time. Recall this day when times get tough.

Daily Extended

Flirting is your favorite way to get attention and you aren't happy if even one person in the room is distracted by anything other than you. There's nothing wrong with trying to captivate the masses, but it might help if you have something important or wise to say once you finally are on stage. Your communication skills are at their best, so giving a witty speech or tear-jerking toast should be no problem. The sound of applause is like music to your ears. 

You're as busy as can be today -- and you love it! Your energy is just right for getting what you want and running with it further than ever before. Hit that milestone and keep going!

 

Your ruler, Mercury, is in fine form today with support from wise and caring Chiron and Pluto, dear Gemini, and this enhances your confidence, as well as others' confidence in you. This cast of characters are currently transiting rather practical areas of your chart, so that you can have strong insight into work, health, business, and family matters now. Decisions are clearer now, and you can more easily find effective solutions to problems. You can be especially wise right now when it comes to knowing what is no longer good for you. Things, attitudes, and even relationships that have outgrown their purpose may require a clean-up now. This is so true... today was my communications team meeting and it was such a productive endeavor and I am very stoked to be a part of this team. Makes me re-think the thoughts to chang the scenery... anyewho

coffee thought...

Today's Gemini Horoscope

November 18, 2013

The Moon is in your sign today and tomorrow, dear Gemini, and emotions are strong and clear, possibly even demanding satisfaction! Don't feel guilty if you're feeling the need for some emotional attention and care - it's part of a natural cycle. Emotions emerging now can be a little raw, but nevertheless deserve your attention. Feel them, honor them, and move forward. On another note, Chiron moving in direct motion can help you to feel more in charge when it comes to both career and reputation matters. Recent annoyances in these areas can emerge with greater force. However, any discomfort felt now can prompt you to do something to clear the air.

Creativity: Good ~ Love: Good ~ Business: Good     Hmmm that seems promising, don't it? that's all...

coffee thought...

I believe in you and me... I believe that we will be...In love eternally...As far as l can see...

This song just popped up on my commute and immediately I get a picture of me dancing to this as a wedding first dance song.
Partner: unknown
Date of occurrence: unknown
Love: unknown.

but it's a good song tho...
that's all...


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coffee thought- horoscope

Gemini Horoscope

You have to be as clear as you can be -- it's not easy, but the good news is that this foggy phase should only last for another day or so. All should make sense by tomorrow, and then you can act.

Romance might take a front seat in your thoughts today. You could have some unusual dreams tonight. They might be romantic or they could prove artistically inspiring, or both. Write them down, for they may reveal new facts about you that could make a difference. Your thoughts about money could sway between confidence and panic. Don't lose sight of the facts!

Very Interesting!

Coffee thought..

'Things just sound better when you say it, huh?'
Know what? I would have to say yes they do considering sometimes the delivery of the message can affect or effect the persons receptiveness.
Discipline and love delivered in the various methods follow suit- sometimes you don't got to beat something over someones head for them to get it (save for the hardheaded learners out there)...
Now a few years ago I invited sparkles to this transformative process/ workshop called Momentum Education. She politely declined joining my 'cult' (her words) and said she don't need nothing like that. Fast forward 6 years and she has joined a similar version of this process and is inviting me along (probably because the conversation this weekend I had a crisis of common sense and was wondering what I am doing to get these results. Apparently she took her course 2 weeks ago and told no one and felt the need to see of I want to discover what I am doing to block myself) some of the things she said like  I am not a really nice person that I am just being nice to get something from folks and that my niceness is a character flaw and it is not getting me anywhere in life really made me think about the perception of nice and why everyone has a problem with it. I happen to love myself (on more days than not) and think that everyone should no has to evaluate where they are in this world and also what is our contribution to this world. I think that at times when I don't get the result I am seeking (i.e romantic love or authenticity or safely securely with a trusting relationship) I tend to question my purpose.
Everyone stumbles on the road to their destiny.
I sometimes even need to rest...but damn if I am not confident in the blessing that are for me and working towards being patient (while working RIGHT)!!!
Anywho
Thank you for the reminder of 'who I am being'...
getting back to the
Courageous, Authentic, Responsible Woman that I am!

Coffee thought...

Sometimes my thoughts are wasted on that...

Thoughts.

Sometimes more action is needed

during the times I am carefully considering my

Thoughts.

Sometimes it seems an opportunity

will be zipping past me

while I think I am trying to name that object

approaching my way.

Thoughts.

Sometimes I am glad it zipped right by

cause the accidental mess it caused up ahead

just ain't for me.

Thoughts.

Thinking... Thoughts.

random thoughts...

How do you

Respond to the flirtatious advances of a younger suitor?

I mean it's all fun and games

(until someone gets hurt, right?)

Right?

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Granny

My granny just said (when she married her 2nd hubby)
"look I am not having any children for you because I have all the kids that I want to have (she had 10 at that point and was a widow) The only thing I don't have is a monkey and I don't want that"

Get the fuck outta here.
Love her

Coffee thought...

Been thinking about the meaning of life- well to be more specific the meaning of my life and how that changes as often as I want to define it. One of the things that are currently in re-definition is friendship.
I have heard said before that people come into your life for reasons, for seasons, and sometimes a lifetime. I thought some folks who I have invested in (not in the monetary way at all but in the emotional way and the being there all the time supportive way) would be here NOW- considering at this juncture we are all adults. [You know I happen to like that saying we are all adults- because as much as it is supposed to be the ultimate "we should all be responsible for our actions and accountable for ourselves and the damage we do to others" in my lifetime (and in yours I am sure) adults do some pretty fucked up things--least of them are lie, cheat, steal- (imagine the wayward husband or wife here). There is also the danger to others they (them adults)continuously put the world in (getting to the political level and the leaders of the world level) such as the effects policy changes they offer/ don't offer/ cancel/ or reduce have on the millions who depend and rely on these fools- all this to say adults do the densest and damnedest things...] But I digress
So friendship and the adult-ness of it all.
I understand once folks get a job and or find a man/ gets married and or have children things change. Relationships change. Friendships change. Stuff that used to be a priority are no longer even on the list. Most times they ain't on the list either so you know where you stand (friend) a far cry from making it to the list. So what is a woman to do who had not done those said things above? Do I wait it out! Chuck it up to hey that's life- thanks for the seasonal friendship and work on finding and maintaining lifetime ones!
Eh... to be continued.

Are you...

Are you still a daughter a daughter even tho you don't have a mother or father anymore?

Random questions asked of myself...

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