coffee thought...

Nearing the end of the month and that means we have to reconcile the budget to the fact that there is always more month at the end of the money. Shame. Well this month... I am in a GOOD place. I have $20 to my name to last me basically 3 days (which is tantamount to BALLIN) cause I can afford lunch 3 days and have cooked food at home for dinner which means... all is good in the world {well the world of my current fiances-- my love world, family world and work world are a polluted and frankly almost at a point where it is bad for my health but I digress.}
Oh, I am on coffee # 1 and it is a BIG cup.
It just keeps getting better.

that's all...

Coffee thought:

Coffee thought:

Thursday of January 2013

Hello. How are you? Any new business? Surviving the new year? Living la vida loca? Oh the crazy life is what is happening here. First been having salacious dreams lately (really) and while it may not be entirely new news, it is certainly news to me. If only I could channel the thoughts to a SHOtime series, I could be rich (and y'all would be highly entertained)
Second- where the lives of my family cross with my sanity- consequences will be had. This (intrusion on my sanity) has happened weekly by bro and live in love {as it appears 'love don't live here anymore'} PLUS the misinterpretation of my words by folks of my family- let alone my actions or non action to be more precise and that EQUALS drama.
Third: my health which has been up and down is in the down now- lost 10 lbs and dr is lowering my Blood pressure meds. Now. What does that mean?that I may fly off the handle sooner.
Possibly
That I have to be in better control of my feelings
Yes.
But we shall see
Oh and I need to continue it eat better and different.
No word on blood sugar yet.



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Coffee thought...

Has anyone every been just talking talking talking and you know have no idea what they are talking about?
And this has been going on for 21 minutes and 40 seconds now...


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To all

To all

The inconsiderate players of this game let me be clear- do not ask for my participation if you are unwilling to tell me where the game is played- or hell what the game is for that matter.
(And to be clear since I took a communication quiz at work for our professional development and I scored the lowest in directness)
1) do not ask me to "step my game up" if you don't know how many hours I am already putting into YOUR cause by choice- not by your demand. How about you step up to the game and attempt to play.
2) how about you don't forget to include me in the updates of progress because let's be for real- you don't forget to include me on the monetary requests.
3) let us all be considerate of other people's time, energy, skills, concerns etc- because just because 'there is a lot going on over there' {with you} does not supersede 'there is a lot going on over here' {with me}

that's all...


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testing...testing...really??

Jan 13, 2013 9:48 pm Sunday

"You are being tested and being tested only makes you stronger"
"I don't think it's working for me." -Edith- Downton Abbey

There is something about this sentiment that resonates with me. There are more than a few times when I think whatever THIS is- THIS is not working. There are times that I feel that "this is only a test- if this had been an actual emergency..." then what?
Would my life have been 'over' or would my life just begin?
I don't know.
But right about now the words that are meant to comfort a 'jilted at the alter fake spinster' are not at all comforting for a 'never been to my alter/ don't think there is an alter in the cards for me' real live spinster.

that's all..

Oh and definitely thinking/ reminiscing/ knowing the 27 years my dad has been gone is something that still no words can cover.

I happen to

I happen to
Love some things about people
And the major thing I love is the way they show up for folks.
Other things I admire is how some folks get me not in the " I need you to be this specific person so I can be your friend way" but in the "ok I see you and respect your thoughts/ actions/ feelings and happen to love ya still".
Yeah. Love those moments.


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coffee thought...horoscope for 01/13/2013

Gemini Horoscope for January 13, 2013

You should share your open-mindedness and new point of view with someone who thinks the way you thought, in the past. Spread the enlightenment around. At first they might think you are being a know it all and talking down to them, but keep at it -- soon enough, they will see that you have their best interests at heart. They are smart enough to get it eventually, so don't give up hope that they will come around to your way of thinking. Just keep talking and making suggestions.

It's random

Random evening celebrating a housewarming for a good guy friend with an amazing view of the city and then a Resturant in BK called SoCo where there was great red velvet waffles and fried chicken.
Today was a good day.

Coffee Thought...

Coffee Thought...

Made it thru the week. Finally Friday is here. Had a 2 day pain retreat as I was put out by the pain that was part 2 of 3 of my root canal.
Suffice it to say Vicodin is a great drug.

Now if only the dude next to me would stop either trying to scratch his balls or fondle his junk. No bueno at 8:46 am




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Coffee thought

Coffee thought

Life is precious. It is something that we often take for granted and wile away while we wait for LIFE to happen to us. I am sick of people complaining about their choices in life- perhaps if they honored themselves or the choice and were really truthful to why they made them choices- I.e. money, companionship, career, experience, business propositions, family, etc then folks can start living truthfully in their own skin.

That's all


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Healthy New Year!

So today that consist of a banana and some strawberry yogurt and of course coffee.
Suffice it to say I will be hungry by 10:10 am.
that's all...

Coffee Thought...

New for 2013...

I am deciding on what to drink this morning- do I want a simple cup of coffee or do I go more adventurous in the realm of coffee excursions and seek a bolder, more robust drank? Decisions decisions- as how I start my coffee drinking 'year' may be indicative of how my non-coffee drinking life is.

Happy New Year

Welcome to 2013.
I literally fell into the new year twisting my ankle in the process and hitting my head on some marble steps. Not something I had planned on doing, however since I never started a year like this (on my ass in pain and confusion) I figure- things can only go up from here.
Resolutions:
1) to be kinder to me.
2) to release myself from debt
3) to have more fun
4) to leave work at a reasonable hour so I can have a life and not let work be my life.
5) to FINISH my fiction book. Yes. Completion. This year. Oh joy.
6) to continue on my healthy and spiritual path
7) to be there for my friends/ family- and recognize [and handle accordingly] those that are not there for me
8) reciprocate
9) to be organized
10) love.

that's all...