coffee thought...

* today's thought is brought to you iced, with a little Jamaican Blue Mountain Rum Creme inna it*

ASSHOLE

how did we ascribe negativity to that aspect of a person??
think about your Asshole. it is a useful little thing; serves loads of purposes & assists in ridding you of the waste/ general junk we ingest daily thus helping your body maintain a functioning level.
why is that bad?
Now if I call someone an Asshole, am I liking them to an actual asshole? I mean shit may come out but really a buildup of shit ain't good for anyone. Is the Asshole trying to help me maintain a functioning level of my life? Should I thank the Asshole?

I don't know...

that's all...

Happy Me Birthday!

(it feels different when it comes from someone else)
and NO i am not engaged- it is a tiffany bean ring which is just magical.

in case u wanted to know...

5/23

it was my day to celebrate.
my bday is time for my new year to begin..sometimes on a high sometimes on a low. some years i planned some parties/ gatherings and whathave you's & they were not attended at all. (oh that sucked) & other times i planned events that were off the chain (partay over here!)...but each of them times i felt some something from those who attended (& definitely something from those who did not) but that is neither here nor there cause
i am on a super high.
it is kind of interesting that i feel this way when things keep happening in my life to just underscore what I am not doing, but then again there are glimpses of "WOW" & recopricity- sometimes it just works itself out.
I can say this truthfully-
I AM A GOOD PERSON.
I feel this. I know this.
(And when it is acknowledged it is like ok...other people know it too but just so we are clear this is NOT cause of some gift that was given to me)
it is just the love that I was feeling on them days/felt...yeah it was good times.
pics from various things that went on...

scarf/blindfold

rocking out pic

coffee thought..

i dont understand why everything in the 99 cent store has a pricetag on it of anything over 99 cents (shower curtain liner $1.19/ strainer $1.09) i mean is it the rising costs of the economy or just plain false advertising??
that"s all...

coffee thought...

coffee+Sugar+ cream= Happy me
coffee+_____+Cream= something is missing

get it?? missing link...
to the coffee... missing...
ok done...
that's all

i am so backed up!

literally (not in the need a colon detox way) but in the way of there were soo many things i needed to accomplish/say/write/do before

• a) my self-imposed deadline- (which for all intents & purposes may as well been yesterday)
• b) my 33rd birthday (gasp!)
• c) before i got too swamped with work
• d) before my computer crashed (yeah apparently THAT is one thing that didn't get backed up & now I am waiting for my IT guy to fix it [for free if possible] otherwise that is another expense i am not trying to budget for right about now)
  

so suffice it to say that I am soo behind in writing/ commenting/ etc etc that a mish-mosh of stuff will soon come..

in the meantime feel free to admire:
before: & after:

yeah i no longer have that unibrow action going on ;)
cheers!

them damn yankees

Brothers @ the NEW YANKEE STADIUM (hat day)

coffee thought...

tis the season to add the ice! that's all...

Mother's Day & the Mets...

not a likely combination (i mean you can definitely see wine & cheese or chocolate & all of the above) but the Mets & mother's day?
this is what equals (to me) a big "take your mind off it" while hanging out with bro#2.
he is a HUGE METS fan (nevermind the Mets stand for My Entire Team Sucks HAHAHAH) & since they and the Yanks have new digs this 2009 year and he got tickets... we went to the game. Took the subway & saw the field. It was cozy & chilly since we were by the water out there in Queens but all in all a good game. (they won)
Pics...







and then later in the evening...

i had time to think about all things that equal this day. Last year, my cousin got married and this 1st Mom's day sans mom was all a blur--surreal on an island waking up to someplace unfamiliar..family people were around me but we weren't all together... it is strange that this year everything is so finite. concrete. No one to buy a card for. No one to.. depressing for sure. I still think about all the things we should have time to do... when does that end? when do i cut it out and keep it moving? when do i move on but not forget but appreciate what I have?
yeah somehow I feel like I have 2 strikes against me (dad & mom gone) and am sooo fighting a loosing battle.
breathe...

4:42 am

so yeah i just got home from the club for my friends 29th bday clebration (yay CW) and suffice it to say there are much stories to be told.
let's just say SOME people are not gonna drink for a LOONG time...
g'night/ g'day folks...

coffee thought...

coffee thought (2)...

9 Reasons to Drink More Coffee!

http://health.yahoo.com/experts/healthieryou/10497/9-reasons-to-drink-more-coffee/
YAY...that's all

coffee thought...

when will it stop raining? what happened to April Showers bringing May Flowers? It is May & while I am not anticipating the allergies that come along with pollination etc... WTF?

that's all...

breeding penguins

yeah that is what they are doing in my office..
too
cold
to type...
and yeah to think they JUST turned on the AC (meanwhile the 80 degree weather we had the past week or so was unacknowledged)
really is controlling a thermostat THAT hard?

sunday afterthoughts

today i reminsced with grandma about life and how lucky (her words) she is to be here still at 84 years young. we talked about those who physically aren't here & thought about the good times.
after, i thought i wonder who will think fondly of me when i am no longer in their life?? i wonder if that is silly to think about & wonder if i am doing enough ( of WHATEVER ) to make this life count.
just a thought or two on this rainy sunday