coffee thought...

coffee thought...

Someday on my tombstone
(if they still do those types of things in the future of death-
 or would I even want one of those things rather than cremation)
But someday on my tombstone it shall read:
Here lies 
💃🏽
She worked hard- 
even on her days off
And hopefully that means something to some people.
Also, 
she didn't sell it too cheap- 
in fact didn't sell it at all- 
and thus
probably expired as a result of 
a broken heart 
 or untouched pu$$y
unless you count being touched 
by the gynecologist or herself. 
At any rate, not sure you can die from such things (lack of love or companionship or being touched like hugged or held) but something about the way this life is shaping up for me has 'death by absence of life' written all over it.
Not that I am calling that I to my existence oh hell no
But as I sit here in this train on my way to work on my day off due to all the work that needs to get done and considering my mind can't relax until at least 88% of it is done
I am headed there.
Such is my life for now.
that's all...

quiz results about life...

So these are some of the quizzes that happen to be on these here internets and they have determined what I need in a partner, what my personality is like, and what trait my name really means. 

All of this sciencetifical data here is needed when crafting the perfect partner in this world.

Just saying, if these quizzes don't tell you then who will??

such is life

Try

At this point in my life, 

and at this particular evening 

how about someone 

"try a little tenderness"

with me 

as in 

just try

really try

really just attempt

any tenderness 

with me

because 

i am afraid

that this
old heart of mine 

is failing 

at the lack of

love

and tenderness

in life.

that's all...

Sigh...

Here's a Bible passage I'd like to share with you...

"But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts: and be ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh you a reason of the hope that is in you with meekness and fear:"
‭‭1 Peter‬ ‭3:15‬ ‭KJV‬‬
http://bible.com/1/1pe.3.15.kjv

#First 7 jobs

There is this #first7jobs going around Twitter where folks have listed their first 7 jobs to show there is no one way to reach your ultimate goal. there is no one way to reach the top. there are a series of progressions, side tracks and mis-steps in this road to success and sometimes once a destination is reached, one does not even stop to smell the roses (or assess the success) and it is on to the next one.
At any rate, I find it interesting what I chose to list as my first 7 because they all overlapped and were all meaningful experiences in the makings of me.

First 7 jobs

Babysitter

Assist manager Jamaican bakery

Cashier- Lord & Taylor

Work study- MC financial aid

Counselor - OFA NYU

Senior counselor NYU

AD NYU

soo what's next?