Thursday, January 07, 2010

& just so u know

12:46 Am 07-Jan-10

and just so you know thinking back thru the months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, and seconds that past in 2009... they continue to be difficult without my mommy. even though i pepper many of the flashes of my life here with a lethal combination of humor, sarcasm & love it continually hurts.
i know i am denying myself a good amount of tears cause i dunno.
i dont know anymore but just to carry on.
This does not get any easier since i try to gloss over january every year since 1986.
Who knew??

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