coffee thought...

What not...What if...What is...What now?

Those questions are in my head as I am contemplating this coffee here. I think I thinks too much sometimes and the actions are calculated and thought out and the outcome/ reaction to said thinking thoughts is planned. Kind of like looking in the mirror and practicing your surprised face - gasp- and perfecting it.
But it never turns out that way. Most times it turns into the ugly cry.

that's all...