Friends...what can I say? Take a look & I will explain...
Flowers & cupcakes!
You known when something bothers you but you just gonna ignore it cause you know life goes on and there are bigger issues to tackle in the world? well I thought (read: Lied to myself) that my friends not recalling my birthday was no big deal, that it is what it is and I love them anyway cause there is more to our friendship than just this one day. In talking to Beks (who has an expert ability to draw out the deeply hidden truth of my feelings on any said topic) she helped me realize that I simply wanted to be acknowledged that day & it is OK to want that and look what did she herself (cause further back-story is that my b-day didn't go over too well, I went to the casino and lil bro & T w/ baby tagged along but TO ME it seemed no effort was put into it & while I don't expect a parade something would have been better to me but of course then I feel guilty for feeling that way and then i am like whatever there are bigger things... you get the point when all I wanted was cake, good cake with good icing that is pretty much the mission of every birthday celebration)
And it really is not about the things (but these are things I love too, a very very gorgeous bouquet of flowers & absolutely amazing cupcakes) but Beks genuineness and who she is which is why I LOVE her (in a non lesbian way LOLOL)
THANK YOU!!! (I am not an idiot, I did thank her at the time but I know I been slacking on the blogs cause this is about a month late) but again THANK YOU!!
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