Wednesday, November 11, 2009

So the battle is kind of won? Now what?

The current battle I am referring to is the battle that was me against the insurance company regarding my mothers insurance. Now you know me, I am a writer & I am a person who uses and chooses words carefully so you can imagine my interpetation when I get a letter from them "you have been approved for your mothers death benefit"
Imagine.
I now have the ability to benefit from my mothers' death... I mean are you serious? Who writes that? Isn't there any other way this could have been phrased. What does this mean? I was /am still a bit shook up at the phrasing and the thought that this is the end of the fight...I feel like as long as I was fighting for something there was a piece of something still out there and a hope that the truth was she was still .... i mean rationally i know these things aren't the case and basically this was literally the final nail in the coffin but dammit...
so now what? how is one to feel about this? what are me & the brothers supposed to do?
(yes I know, whatever we do make sure we honor our mom)
I am still a bit put off by this whole thing so I rationally will need time to process...

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