Born and raised in the South Bronx, New York (USA) I figured some thoughts, words, and musings of me would be entertaining- particularly because I say what I mean and of course I mean what I say. Yes, I am an educated African-American woman. Yes, I am a poet. Yes, I am emotional. Yes, I am strong. Yes, I am opinionated. Yes, I am single. Yes I am an avid drinker of coffee. Yes I am in constant struggle- oh and I can not spell, so don't judge [ok maybe a bit] Don't be scared, just be willing
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Moms 5/15
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
coffee thought..
Thursday, May 05, 2011
catching up...
Monday, May 02, 2011
What happened to basic human rights?
What happened to valuing life- however we may feel about it and ‘liberty & justice for all’???
Whoops- we really don’t mean “all” at all (do we?). We mean all that is not Iraqi, Pakistani, South Asian, Female, African, Black, Gay, Lower-socioeconomic status, Under-educated, etc… basically not the 'all' that we don’t like or have strong reasoning to believe was behind attacks on the US. Yes it is terrible, beyond terrible and horrible what this man did and was capable of and the way people continue to support this ideology- that remains something I cannot fathom...but the way we as human beings, Americans are reacting over a life loss is just as troubling and deserves some serious thought.
Sometimes the human spirit is utterly disgusting.
The display of self righteousness and ‘might’ that is out there right about now is no better than the display that happened on the very fateful day we claim to be fighting for.
Celebrations? In the street? Really? Someone please roll some video footage of other countries on 9/11. Please be reminded that those who oppose Americans & our values were celebrating in the street as we were mourning our losses. WE were outraged at the lack of decorum showed- yet here WE are doing same thing we viewed as wrong then. Think about it-- if it was wrong for them to do it then -- then OF COURSE it wrong for us to celebrate now…no? OH, we feel we are right. (carry on...)
No, I am not sympathizing with anyone at this moment… I am searching for humanity in it all.
Do we not realize that thousands have died (senselessly) and millions more are suffering (continually) right this very second? And human beings want to see a dead body displayed and head mounted on a steak. Yet we call ourselves civilized in the same breath- hardly.
God Bless the USA.
(and may she protect and keep us all from the danger that is mainly ourselves)
Sunday, May 01, 2011
May day! May Day!
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Sunday, April 17, 2011
poem of the day...
I don't own rose colored glasses
my vision is quite clear-
I see in possibility
but I do recognize or acknowledge fear.
When i speak my words are vulnerable
I trust my actions authentically true
I am courageous enough to know
that my love
is overdue
Giving, Loving,Trusting
Open, Hoping
when I open my heart
I pray all don't come running in
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
coffee thought...
I remember you drank your coffee cold- simply from years of tending to us and then tending to yourself- funny how that pattern repeats itself- but you didn't like iced coffee : odd. I also remember the numerous laughs we had over the most idiotic things- heretics being one of my favorite things said.
i miss you mom
Red chipped nail polish
Grandeur gone
Remnants of carelessness left behind
A haggard smile at the reflection in the window
This joke she heard before
Laughter emanates from the sorrow of her soul-
Despair
Depression
Desperation
Damnation
All these things true
Her life lived fast
grew up too fast-
Danced too fast
Monday, April 11, 2011
10:44 pm April 11, 2011
You cant control your feelings but you can control your actions- beks
This sentiment was echoed by beks as we were discussing the inability of some folk to get past certain actions that have happened in their life. It is not a mystery that love happens, love hurts and then we try to get over said love and what happens? We still remained hurt buy the emotions that we cannot control. The only thing that is controllable is you by you in your situations of you. This flows along with my motto of personal responsibility- classy huh?
Monday, April 04, 2011
Monday breakfast
it is the little things like waffles & dinges that make my morning happy (and i really only like strawberries & powdered suga on it suga!)
*things i do when i can't have coffee*





