What gets me

Is that you are currently
the last one I speak to at night
and
the first one I talk to in the morning.
You randomly sing songs
of love
to me...
Yet I cannot love you.
When I am next to you
I cannot touch you.
I cannot reach you.
You are so far away
from what I need
Or what I thought I need
I need...
I want...
What do I want?
You are...

What gets me
But can never get me
You